my mom who recently came back from her business trip got me many things that i didn't even ask for! yay! one of them is a poster thing? of an popular male idol: Ryousuke Yamada. i'll admit that he has a cute face but i dont even like him. i wanted yuuri chinen!!!! *sob* i wonder if he finally hit puberty... he sounds like a girl. but thats what i like about him.

i have notice many things.
(from some people) i'm more energnic and talk louder. apperantly i went "hurma hurma hurr" and people couldnt hear what i was saying. (what?)
i've gained more confidence (dur sp)
i've lost (a lot?) of wieght and my mom was relived that i was able to fit in my cosplay outfit. (i guess in japan Large size in clothing is medium in america. no seriously. i'm size medium in almost all the clothes i wear but all the clothes that my mom bought from japan were large. america is getting fatter...)
i dont like drawing creepy and scary stuff anymore.
i dont draw men in girl's clothes anymore. (there's no one to model)
im increasing my library of cute anime character voices
when there's a hw assignment that i can use anime characters in i get a really good grade.
history class got a lot more fun. (dur... veee~ Pasta!!!!! vicky don't. say. anything.)
made a lot of new friends (they're mostly freshmens OH NO!!!)
i now understand the feelings of a shoujo manga character who has a one sided love.
how living with 3 girls for most of your life can make you a bit bitchy.
my "black" comes out sometimes
people start thinking you might be a real ninja (for real. im not kidding)
the people you thought you'll never see again comes back.
i wont take shit from people and might get bitchy and rebel (im looking at you ochibi-chan)
i wish i had a group of friends that always hung out together. (like the frineds in most animes and games.)

finally: pupupidoo